Phase of life

How does it feel when you have:

That's my state now. I don't exactly know how does it feel? I surely feel weaker, disconnected, lost, alone, lazy and what-not.
Is it because I have been ignoring my food and been on coffee and sandwich for almost last two months? Is it because I really need a break? But then reading a part of an email from a friend confuses me more, these words specially: Confucius said, "everyday is a holiday if you love what you do."
Anyways, I believe it's a phase of life. There is always learning so am I doing in this phase of life.